Silent Prayer

 

Diving into the depth of his eyes

Basking in the warmth of his essence

Ever safe and loved in his embrace

 

Hold the harsh, uncaring world at bay

Shun the cruel, superficial judgments

Love, allure, passion and lust artifice

 

Should we two together be enough

My silent prayer . . . let us be enough

 

Comment from the peanut gallery

Find your peace.
You hurt no one as deeply as you hurt yourself. None of us ever do.

Find your dream.
Do the things that make you happy. Embrace the gifts of the illusion.

Find your love.
That ecstasy the closest we come in this existence of melting into one.

Find your self.
Its hard to do, but you’re allowed to forgive, both yourself and them too.

Find your life.
What is past is just that. There are no beginnings or endings, only now.

Gray

Gray skies, gray today

Gray thoughts, gray clichés

Gray world, gray lady

 

The pain

     The joy

          Transfused

 

The fear

     The hope

          Infused

 

The hate

     The love

          Enthused

 

The lies

     The truth

          Confused

 

The dark

     The light

          Diffused

 

The black

     The white

          Suffused

 

Attachment

     Involvement

          Commitment

 

Love irrefutably

Degrees of gray

 

Fidelity

     Finality

          Futurity

 

Life undeniably

Shades of gray

 

 

Letter to My Perfect Lover

 

 

It would appear you have arrived in my heart, my soul, my mind, my life.  You are everything I ever found desirable in those I’ve known prior, still you are unlike any that has passed through my existence this time.  From the very first moment, it was easy and the fear was not there, not like in the past, not like with other man I have been with.  There is never any awkwardness with you, no shyness, no pretense, no apprehension.

 

I knew you before I met you.  Our spirits wrapped in each other so as to never be separate only separated.  I feel you inside me.  I think I always have.  I’ve been searching for you, sometimes discouraged, sometimes disheartened, sometimes desperate.  In spite of everything I believed I would find you . . . somehow . . . someway . . . someday and I did.  Now I have fallen into to your dragon green eyes and I am forever both lost and saved.

 

We flow together without any thought, spontaneous and sensuous.  There is no refusing the attraction to you.  We just happen.  I wonder if we have any control over it.  Destined, passion for us is instinctive, unflagging, unquenchable, and unstoppable.  Our bodies merging is just this reality’s manifestation of our entwined souls, the corporeal metaphor for our spiritual essence.

 

There is a danger though . . . the threat of being consumed by the fire of that very same passion.  When we immerse into each other, there is nothing shines so bright or so hot and, Baby, we burn!  The imperative of our magnetism defies resistance.  If we share a physical space, we will find vent for the inevitable eruption of lust and furor.  Yet despite all warnings, I crave the heat.  I bask in the warmth of your aura.  It nurtures me and sustains me.  In the radiance of our light I feel myself blossoming.

 

I enter into this relationship with full knowledge it may well be transient, but as with others for good or ill, there will be another moment, another reality as there have been countless occasions before between us.  I will embrace you and let you embrace me for however long we have together.  I will not harm this beautiful wonder that is our love with greed or expectation or manipulation.  I will treasure the sensation we share.  Wherever it takes us, I will hold to the perfection of our union for days . . . weeks . . . months . . . years . . . lifetimes.

 

 

Forever

I asked for one that would know my soul

I longed for one that would make me whole

 

I searched for him who would soothe my pain

I reached for him who would feel the same

 

So there he be

The one that’s he

Forever for me

My destiny

 

He waited for one that would understand him

He hunted for one that would let him in

 

He felt for her who would be his only

He knew with her he would never be lonely

 

So here I be

The one that’s she

Forever to be

Yours eternally

 

We claim together our love beyond

We build together this lifetime’s bond

 

We see in each other our soul mate

We know without doubt this is fate

 

Ever we be

Just you and me

Forever are we

Though eternity