My Man

His eyes as black as night

They pierce me to the core

 

Still with his arms around me

I’m forever safe and warm.

 

His aura does embrace me

My heart he’ll ever hold

 

He’s the man I love and draw to me

He’s the one I’ve waited for

 

Not Like This

I don’t want you to see me

Not like this

Not strong

Not smart

Not witty

Not clever

 

I don’t want you to know this

Not like me

Not hard

Not fine

Not tempered

Not gracious

 

I don’t want you to love me

Not like this

Not real

Not true

Not forever

Not together

 

I don’t want you to feel this

Not like this

No hope

No trust

No remaining

Nothing gaining

Forsaken

Wrapped in darkness

My love brooding

Steal my heart

Still my mind

 

Wrapped in horror

My life slipping

Steal my hope

Steel my pride

 

Wake me on the morrow

Once I’ve passed this sorrow

Walk the straight and narrow

One whose soul is feral

 

Rip me apart

Not right from the start

Forever my part

Broken my heart

 

Wake me

Take me

Make me

Break me

Just don’t

Forsake me

 

Wrapped in madness

My spirit flagging

Steal my days

Still my kind

 

Wrapped in darkness

My soul’s waning

Steal my verve

Steel what I find

 

Just please don’t

Forsake me

 

 

 

 

Madness

Nothing

Darkness

Empty vessel

 

Fill me

Shadows 

Madness calling

 

Feel the need

Unfulfilled

 

Seek a truth

To be told

 

Break the die

Turn to dust

 

Trusted terms

Just words

Wrap around me

 

Past night

Echo blithe

Sadness calls me

Softly, Slowly

Softly, slowly

My love comes

 

Deep within me

I feel him

 

Sweetly, slyly

He touches

 

In a way that

Only he does

 

Forever my heart holds

Him binding to me

 

Wherever my life goes

In karmic tuning

 

Softly, slowly

My heart breaks

 

Deep within me

I feel it

 

Sweetly, slyly

He leaves me

 

In a way that

Only he goes

 

Whatever I should know

What’s loving in me

 

Whenever its ended

In lifetimes’ learning